Somewhere last year, I wrote a blog about how I met my Hubby... How I was hurt by someone, someone who, I trusted so much... Someone who was once my best buddy... Someone who has seen through me.... Someone who could anticipate my every action... This someone is none other than HS....

We started off as strangers who barely spoke to each other.... Then, as acquaintances... Proceeded on to being good friends, best buddies and then, an item... It only last 5 months... In that 5 months, so much happened, so much so that it quite tainted the friendship we had. I tried to rekindle that friendship. But, I can't bring myself to.

Some things which were said... If said straight to my face, I could still take it but, it was said to someone else... I hated that... That hurts more than the truth said in front of me... I tried to forget it all but I just couldn't... Forgiveness has been granted but I am just unable to forget.... But, hey! I do not bear any grudges toward him, just not able to rekindle back the friendship we shared, no matter how precious it is....

Through HS, I got to know a lady... A lady who used to be my rival. But, by the twist of fate, we became friends.. She is back with HS and as a friend, I respect her decision... I wish her happiness and I do hope that HS will not take her love for granted... She has done so much for him...

I erased all memories I had with HS... Every thing... The Tiffany & Co. bracelet.... The Compaq laptop... All the pics.... hard copies as well as soft copies... deleted his number from my mobile, his email address from my mailbox and even via MSN.... Every single thing...

I moved on about a year ago and I found my real happiness with Hubby and I do not wish to keep any of that past with me...

I will only acknowledge HS as my friend's 2nd half... Not as someone who used to be mine, not my best buddy, nor was he my friend in the 1st place....

To my friend....
I am very glad that he has made you happy, esp on your special day...
And, I really hope that both of you will stay together till death do you part...