Sunday, September 23, 2007

Second Child Syndrome

Today, I don't know what went wrong with me.... I was not being myself...
I was feeling whiny and sensitive....

I felt so "kecil hati" with my own mother cos she forgot about our date to go buy her present.... I suddenly feel that I want her attention, which I don't think it is too much to ask for...

But, apparently... I forgot that I was not the only child in the family... I had to share her attention with an elder sister and a younger sister... However, I feel that my elder sister has been consuming all the attention from my mother... That, left me and my younger sister no room to seek that attention... Like what I said to my younger sister and my best girlfriends... Maybe, I should really get married and start having children, so that my mother would start paying attention to me...

And, I am missing my hubby so much.... All I was thinking the whole day was to see his smile, to watch his magic tricks and to hear his voice which would just make my day complete...

I was so distracted in the company of my lovely and best friends at Sampiong just now... Sorry, people... I tried my best to be myself but my mind was elsewhere...

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