Back from KL....

Hi....

OK, I was going to upload pics from our KL trip, so-called, our mini honeymoon trip (cos, Hubby promised a honeymoon to Brisbane in June, insya-Allah). But, because I was so pissed and angry, I didn't.

We went up to KL. It was hubby's 1st trip to KL. Went on 9 Jan and came back on 12 Jan. We both stayed at Impiana KLCC Hotel & Spa, in the Deluxe King Room. It was the 1st time I took a luxury hotel. Usually, when I go over to KL, I would usually, either stay at a relative's place or stay at a budget hotel.

It was cool, fun and sweet....

We went shopping like mad. Bought stuff for almost everyone. Visited some relatives there also. I was like buying tudung(s) and brooch(es) in bulk. Mother wanted me to start selling these stuff online after she saw how others do the same. I am in fact looking for suppliers to start a small one online. But... I wonder, if I would ever find the time to.... Once I start work, hmmm... And, if there is a strong market here in Singapore...

Well, I leave it to Allah, and take it as it comes. Insya-Allah, if there is rezeki, I will do it.....

Will post the pics soon...

Blasted...

Just a few minutes ago, I blasted off. I was really very angry and pissed off. I have been keeping these to myself for years and today, I could not keep in within me already. It was like a dormant volcano, waiting to erupt.

The hot button was triggered off when he said, "He never asked for all these to happen to him...". That was when I started ranting off all that was hidden within me all this while. It just won't stop. All I ask for was some peace while I am on leave. I just want to enjoy some quietness for now. Just stop giving us any trouble. You call yourself a Father... So, please act like one... That's all that we need.

I've had just enough of your nonsense, trying to gain sympathy. Please... Realise that it was your folly that led you to this state... Please learn to look back to your own mistakes and admit to it... Instead to pointing your fingers to others. We gave you that last chance 6 years ago. I gave you that last chance 6 years ago... But, you just didn't learn.. It is too late to return to where we all used to be.. Too late. Why won't you just accept that fact? Nothing will ever change that fact.

Sometimes, I wish I could forget. Forgiveness is easy to give but we can never forget how you betrayed our trust, my trust... How, you made it all difficult for us.... How, I had to grow up faster than any of my own peers, because I had to shoulder the responsibilities which was supposedly to be yours.... I just couldn't....

It was a painful journey for me, but I braved through... You never knew, cos, you never saw these tears... You never saw it all since you were all blinded by the so-called love with that venomous snake... that bitch who snatched all from me, from us...

Now, it is all getting back at you... We never thought of getting back at you... But, Allah is great... what goes around, comes around...

What's happening now?

Hmm... Where should I start?

29 December 2008...
I had a simple birthday celebration as we were busy with all the preparations for my birthday. My sisters and "hubby" surprised me with cakes and gifts.
Thank you, darlings!
Oh, and one more thing... My birthday this falls on Awal Muharram too.

31 December 2008....
Everyone were out celebrating NYE... I am alone at home with eizzy and our sparkling juice. Celebrated at home since I was grounded at home by my mum. Goodness, grounded at the age of 28... All because I was getting married. Hahah!
Kak Puteri's guys came to fix the bridal room deco... No more sleeping in the room for me... Haiz!

1 January 2009...
Happy New Year, all! Today, it's all getting very busy... My henna was done by 1 pm by Marina from Jewel Henna...


Then, Kak Puteri and the rest were already at my void deck around 6 pm to start the deco and all. Mira from Our Midas Touch came to send all the necessary stuff for the gubahans. It was so pretty....

Well, more to come the next day...

2 January 2009...
It's the eve of my wedding... I can feel butterflies in my stomach already... Went to collect the outfits and the bouquets... Gosh, it was a hot and hectic day... In the evening, we have a rehersal for the dinner... It was so funny but it went ok.

3 January 2009...
Finally, the day arrive... It was a nerve-wrecking moment during the "Nikah". But, after it ended, it was a load off my mind...
Then, came the day reception and the dinner... I was so glad that everything went smoothly. Cool!

The next few days were mainly settling the balances and cleaning up the mess. Hahah! And, of cos, looking forward to our Mini Honeymoon Getaway to KL....

Finally... Mrs Radin...

Finally...

I am now Mrs Radin...
We were married on 3 January 2009...
Our solemnisation ceremony...
The lunch reception...
And, the dinner reception...
All went well...
Thank you to all who contributed to the success of the day...
Namely...
Pu3 Weddings, PrettyPastries, Prostage Network, Eyeris Studio, Bridal Concept, Inzimage, Tinketz....

Thank you to my family...
For Relatives and friends who were busy helping on that day...
To all my guests...
Thank you for sparing the time to celebrate this day with me...

Signing the Marriage Agreement

After the completion of the "Nikah"...

The "Sanding"...

The cake-cutting ceremony...